Nightmares Return

My nightmares are back... wonderful. They are pretty detailed and vivid. I can actually see the same torso following me down the hallway every time I close my eyes. I wonder if its the hell I'll be sentenced to when I finally die. If so... damn... that sucks. At least now I can wake up and be scared and then enjoy being away from hell for a while... Then my eyes close, and I'm there again. Sucks pretty bad. I wish I could find out why they wont leave and why they keep getting worse and more personal every time. On the positive side, getting them back has inspired me to write my short stories again. Hooray... :-/... I hope writing will make living on this earth-like hell tolerable again. I think I may need a hug.