Behold!

I liiiiiive! Unfortunately my heart still aches, but fortunately Donald is no longer apart of it. We've been divorced now for 3 years almost. My sweet sweet love Isabella is now 4 years old and I have a second sweet sweet love named Vincent (2 years old) whose father I am now currently spending the happiest and the saddest days of my life with. We usually are extremely happy and take no notice of the rest of the world and what they think or what they say, but recently someone was able to penetrate our love bubble. Some stranger got ahold of my number and sent some texts calling me sexy and beautiful and unfortunately my love Shannon had the phone. He is now convinced that I am cheating on him and if I haven't cheated, I was going to. Which of course is not true, nor will it ever be true. My heart belongs to him and even when I try to make it stop, it stays. I love him plain and simple. From what he says and does usually, it seems as though he loves me too, but our love is threatened by the poor judgement of some egotistical fool. How he got my number I am not sure, but what has come from it is the near destruction of our love and family. I don't know what or who I will become should he decide that I am not who I claim to be, regardless of fault. I am not one to cheat on my love. I am not the kind of person who will lie and waste someone's life. I just love him. I love our family. I would never jeopardize it for anyone. Unfortunately, he has to realize that himself and I fear that he won't and that he will decide to part ways. I really hope he realizes that my love is his and that I am not the person he is so easily able to assume I am. *sigh*... just one break. I just need one break. I need him to see... me.