Did some more research on Kurt. I know its been years since I delved into the life and times of Kurt and the eerie darkness that surrounds his death, but for whatever reason, I had the need to dive back into it. With all the knowledge from the books and documentaries and insight into his journals and some family videos, I've formed my questions and thoughts about his death that will probably never be proven for lack of evidence and any evidence that may have been there, is now-no doubt-destroyed like so many books and documentaries that failed to finish due to a certain woman and her team of devils. I will put out the information that I have gathered from these different items and bring them together in hopes of jostling free some evidence from the past that may one day bring the truth to light.
Kurt knew about the affairs and it is my belief, knowing how deeply he felt for his marriage, that knowing about them and knowing that it was coming to a point where he had to get out of it made him terribly guilty. Which caused his attempt at suicide overseas. It is there, that I believe he wrote his famous suicide note. After he returned to America, the guilt was there but instead of attempting suicide again, I believe he went on a drug binge. Meanwhile his wife, shrouded in darkness and selfishness, found out about his decision to divorce her and change his will leaving her nothing. She asked one man to take care of her dirty work and he refused, but was successful on her second try. The man responsible for completing the deed had to have known intricate details about their home, which means that he was either very close to the couple or was handed those details. Kurt had enough heroine in his blood when they found him, that would have put Kurt in a catatonic state within one minute. In order to have fired the deadly shotgun blast to the head in the way it was found, he would have had to be extremely lucid and focused. That is of course impossible given the amount of heroine and the time it would've taken to adjust the gun in the angle needed. There were no fingerprints found on the weapon or the bullet. He would've had to wipe them clean or had been wearing gloves. Of course there was no time for that. There had to be someone who did it for him, or someone who planted the scene exactly as they found it.
He was a man of extreme empathy, sympathy, modesty and care. He was a man of talent, sincerity, humor and at one point he was incredibly happy. It is my understanding that his daughter was a light in his dark and lonely world. At one point, so was his wife. When all things are seen from all the different angles, the truth can be seen, but in America, truth may be seen, but it must be proven. Unfortunately for Kurt and the many people on the planet who look up to Kurt, that evidence is all but gone now. And anyone who tries to reopen that book or shed light on the subject is reminded that America is not truly free. That our freedom of speech is limited and that if you speak out, you will be threatened and then silenced. I believe this blog is not so popular as to get attention from said people who make those threats, but if it does catch their eye... God help me.
